People are often weirded out or offended by the way I talk about God and my relationship with Jesus Christ. It is not the same view of God they were raised to believe in, and so when I openly speak about my deep appreciation, feelings, and infatuation for Jesus, it is easily mistaken by the strict traditional church-going type as being disrespectful and sacrilegious to the divinity of Christ. It makes them uncomfortable when I use more intimate and familiar terms such as friend, lover, and wild to describe Him. When I asked these religious friends to tell me about Jesus the term that is most commonly used to describe Him is "The Savior." The title is mostly used as a form of formal respect as opposed to sincere gratitude for being saved. It is used without emotion. It is true Jesus Christ is our savior, however, the term "savior" is only used 24 times in the New Testament, and referenced only 12 times in the Book of Mormon. Jesus Christ is much more to us than our savior. As John Eldredge says about Jesus,
He is the playfulness of creation, scandal and utter goodness, the generosity of the ocean and the ferocity of a thunderstorm; he is cunning as a snake and gentle as a whisper; the gladness of sunshine and the humility of a thirty-mile walk by foot on a dirt road. Reclining at a meal, laughing with friends, and then going to the cross. That is what we mean when we say Jesus is beautiful. But most of all, it is the way he loves. In all these stories, every encounter, we have watched love in action. Love as strong as death; a blood, sweat, and tears love, not a get-well card. You learn a great deal about the true nature of a person in the way they love, why they love, and, in what they love.” ―
I believe constantly revering Jesus as a distant "Savior" separates us from the vast and diverse, yet deep and intimate, love available for us to partake in. I recently read this about God's love in Johnathan Cann's, "The Book of Mysteries"
"In the Song of Solomon," said the teacher, "the bride compares the love of her beloved to wine. Wine was a symbol of earthly pleasure. Yet when the bride speaks of her beloved, she says this: 'Your love is better than wine."
" And the Song of Solomon is ultimately about God and us; the bride represents us and the beloved represents God."
" That's correct," he said. "So what is it saying?"
"That the love of God is better than any earthly pleasure."
"Yes, and something more than that. Behind the translation is a revelation one can only find in the original language. The Hebrew reads this way: Kee tovin dodekha me yayin. It is translated as 'Your love is better than wine.' But in the original language, the bride says, 'Your dodekha is better than wine."
"And what does dodekha mean?"
"Not 'your love.' Dodekha means your loves...'Your loves are better than wine.' What does that reveal?"
"The love of God is not just the love of God...but the loves of God."
"Dodekha means that God loves you so much that it can't even be described or contained without breaking out of the language. It means the word love cannot adequately express it. It means that God doesn't just have love for you, but many loves. When you need His mercy, He loves you with a merciful love. When you need His strength, He loves you with an encouraging love. When you've been wounded, He loves you with a tender love. When you need the love of a friend, He loves you as a friend. When you need to be lifted up in His arms, He loves you with the compassion of a loving Father. His love for you is many. He loves you today, not with yesterday's love, but with a love for today, a love that is new every morning. Therefore, you must seek not only to know the love of God, but to know the loves of God. You can never rest on knowing yesterday's love or the love you have known before. You must seek each day to know the loves He has for you, the new love, the fresh love, the surprising love, the never-ending love. It is that love, His love, that is better, much better, than any earthly joy...for His loves are better than wine."
Seek this day to know not only the love but the loves of God-the always new and never-ending loves of your Beloved for you.
God is so many things to so many different individuals. We shouldn't get angry at one another because we experience Him in different ways. Every day is a new opportunity to know God in a new and unique way. I shared a picture of the sunset because of how significant the setting and rising of the sun has become for me. In the temple endowment that was practiced in ancient Egypt, it was a day-long religious ceremony that began with sunrise and ended with sunset. That single day was symbolic for the birth, life, and death of the participant. Likewise, every night we go to we sleep we experience a miniature death of the past as we are reborn into the next day, a new day of possibility, and adventure. A new day to discover God and His love afresh as a little child in a deeper and new way.